Day 4

 

I have no bloody goal because I don’t

know who I am / who or what I want

 

guilt has worn me well for too long but I need

time out from people who confuse and torment

 

maybe it’s some connection of being

that doesn’t require a brain I crave

Day 3

even WordPress is social media

so I snapped out but not before the

sweet sucked in of how many likes

before I go out likes when I

get in likes when I’m asleep

I’ll never be awake until I choose

a reality I can live without

this reflex to check

Day 2

I couldn’t ignore a request to join

but it’s me I need to like

my soul I have to follow

with both hands in the earth

uncompelled to share this moment

with my team whose laughter

I’ve never heard

and without holding up a screen

so Buddy can’t see me